i've been going out to play ever since PW ends!
after PW on wed, went to kallang leisure park kbox! and guess who i met? zhang hua lao shi, zhang wei dong ls, wang yan chun ls, an lao shi and a group of other teachers from china who i don't know. they were at kbox too! haha it's so funny and awkward la! cos wang ls and zhang ls came over to talk to us for quite long, but we have nothing much to talk about. they were so surprised to see us and ended by asking me to sing during the bsp trip! lol.
thur, met yanlin in school early in the morning. wanted to go kbox with her but the gpf thing dragged until very late so we went to bugis swensens for lunch! then it started to rain very heavily on our way back to school for guitar. felicia, yanlin and i had such a hard time figuring out the chords for the winter sonata song. i take hours to learn notes, but years to learn chords. and finally it's 6pm and felicia and i rush off for cs bbq! we met michelle at parkway. she kept apologising for being late. haha i realise michelle always apologise for small little things. that day she apologise so seriously for not telling me there'll be medals for bio olympiad. haha it's not like i wld really study very hard for it if i knew it. she's really such a nice friend!:) i look forward to working closely with her next year! secretary and treasurer! yup so we went to ecp together. luckily we're intelligent enough to rent bicycles to cycle to the bbq pits, if not i really wonder how long we wld take to walk them. it's SUPER far from the underpass. we met jiajia and xiaoqian halfway. they were waiting for us. haha it's so funny that those who cycle to the pits actually reach the pits much later than those who walk! jiajia led us wrongly. haha! and we still thought that they were far behind and waited for them for so long. they left a few chicken wings for us. haha cos we have to cycle back to the underpass, i missed the chance to sit in the same car as zhang wei dong ls! so sad la. lucky jiajia! reached home very late and slept very early.
today, went to school early in the morning to give mr tang his presents. i finally got an answer. luckily it's a positive one. don't know why, i don't feel the happiness and excitement, just heaved a sigh of relief. was supposed to go out with jiajia but she fell sick.:( hope she gets well soon! don't feel bad k! anyway, i also feel bad for going out everyday ever since pw ends even though my parents won't scold me or ban me from going out. so i decided not to go out today and went to my counsin's house to visit my grandparents and cousins! want to spend more time with them before i leave for 1 month cos i know they will miss me very much!
went home with pam and we talked a lot. as usual, she's a nice person to talk to, esp when u want to talk about serious stuff. i asked her if she thinks that i'm a confident person. and the answers she gave make me feel that she understands me much more i thought she will. somehow, i just have the conclusion that how much you understand a person is proportionate to how many years you've known him/her.
class outing tmr! i guess i've went out with everyone (excluding those in bsp trip) that i wanted to meet before my bsp trip. so i won't go out anymore after tmr!
below is just some reflection.
We usually won't tell someone or show that we're not happy with that person, even if he/she asks, cos we wld try to maintain a friendly relationship with everyone.
There are some things that cannot be said, not that we don't want to, but cos of obligation.
We should be humble and there's no harm asking ppl's opinions for improvement but it should not be to the extent that we believe totally in the things that they say and no longer believe in we used to believe in. In other words, we should not be easily influenced and let other ppls' words affect us too much because what they say may not be the reality. But then again, I still believe compliments and criticism should be much appreciated.:)
We shouldn't be too involved in other ppl's matters, esp when the ones who shld be worrying are not at all concerned/worried abt it.
Lastly, i'll try my best to rem, "You shld have faith", "Have confidence" and "Believe in yourself"!
